April 14, 2004

So Sue Me for Being an Idiot

Later today....

OK... I thought, "Do the right thing: Send a kind email, visit, chat face to face." All of this only to be rebuffed every time I offered some indication of contrition. I have never felt unwelcomed in my friend's home until this evening. I left angry, opting not to say anything rather than say something that I would regret as soon as the words left my lips. I am not inclined to say a damn word more about this issue, however. I've made my mea culpa and will not say anything more.

Fuck, I'm accustomed to being treated like shit by people that are supposed to love me. That has been the way of my life. I am sick of it. I'm not going any place where I am not welcomed. That's for damn sure.

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