October 15, 2004

God, I Was Depressed Yesterday

I was SO depressed yesterday. I looked at my 'blog entry and thought that I'd best clarify a point: I struggle with depression and anxiety, but I would never allow it to crush me to the point of ending my life. I have often felt that I would like to fade away, but I would never hasten my own demise. That is too much the route of the coward for me to find tasteful.

I am doing better. There is hope in the knowledge that the new day will bring new options, new possibilities, new challenges and new potentials that were not even imagined the day before. I suppose that when it is all said and done that I am a consumate creature of hope.

I know that there are some dark days. And then there are the other days that make life worth living. The grave is the last stop for all of us. Why not have some fun along the way?

In unrelated news, tDF was found to be a freak! Check out my results...
I'm 87% freak!!

Live, laugh, and love!
- tDF