January 23, 2005

Sunday, Drinking My Coffee...

I have been away from my 'blog for a bit. I think I needed a rest, especially after the tumultuous week that began this year. I am still a bit shakey, but things are getting better. MM and I have begun to get back on track. I am still shy to talk about it, though. I want to wait another couple of weeks and give us some time and distance from the events that transpired on New Year's. She asked about it last night. I simply said that I did not want to talk about it. There is much to say, but I've decided not to say it here until we've spoken. She reads this 'blog (all of that is fine, it is on a public server and anybody that has access to a computer can find it); I don't want her to take what is in "process" as the absolute word. This seemed to be part of the problem in the past. I don't want to repeat it. I may post, but keep them offline until we've spoken: that I have not yet decided.

I had a wonderful opportunity land on my doorstep. PHS in the district that I want to work in has made me a long-term sub in a class that may become permanent. They are checking out what I've got, I'm checking them out. This is a good thing. Some stress, but good stress.

I've written some music in the past couple of weeks, too. I need to complete the CD and begin thinking about gigging. How many times have I written that one? It is time to get serious.

Enough for now... it is a beautiful Sunday morning. I have much to do for next week.